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I'm Back! X)

Sat, 07 Oct 2006 17:17:53 GMT

Yes. You're not seeing things. After more than a month of disappearing from the blogging world, I'M BACK

Sadly it's not a very impressive comeback. Don't be expecting too much. Because the Endterm exams are coming up. And you know how it is. I have to catch up with lot of projects!! x_x

So, bye bye for now! ...At least, I've got a new layout (finally) featuring the lovely Tifa Lockhart from FF: AC made by the equally lovely Dreamstar7.

Btw, you can now access the Cbox by clicking the link on the right navigation box. If I left it on its original state, it would cause the layout to look messy. ^_^ It's a bit of a hassle, so, sorry. >_> So, comments and leave a message! kisses~

Saturday, August 26, 2006

Sat, 26 Aug 2006 16:34:38 GMT

This Guy's in Love With You Pare by Parokya ni Edgar

(this guy's in love with you pare...ano?)

one look and then yun iba na
malagkit dumikit ang tingin ng mata
one smile,iba na ang ibig sabihin
'di na friends,ang tingin nya sa akin
everyday parating we're together
every week,palaging may sleepover
ang tawag nya sa mommy ko ay tita
bakit ba,di ko non nakita

bridge
until out of the blue,im feeling so true
bigla nalang sinabi sa akin that

chorus
this guy's in love with you pare,
this guy's in love with you pare
this guy's in love wiyh you pare
bading na bading sayo..

di na ako makasagot ng telepono
palagi nyang kinakausap ang parents ko
kulang daw sa tulog at di na makakain
bakit ba? di pa non inamin

repeat bridge and chorus

everyday daw ay rainy day ang monday
'coz 'di na ko maaya to come out and play
tinataguan na nga,palaging late o absent
ang sabi parin
"i'll always have a friend that you can depend"

oohh...
di kailangan na mag-oonn...
parang talong at bagoooong...

this guy's in love with you pare
this guy's in love with you pare
this guy's in love with you pare
bading na bading
converted parin
na nakikipag-fling sayo..

repeat chorus with..

oh no! my bestfriend's gay
it's the same old friend i had yesterday
and he's happy.. and gay...
yeah..yeah..
na na na nananana na nanan na (2x)

...after not showing up for a long time. I show up with the gayest song, which I am very proud to say, I LOVE. haha. so sue me. XP hee.

Mini Entry: On God

Mon, 22 May 2006 12:29:07 GMT

I was surfing around when I saw this site. It had a portion for 'Questions for God.' Somewhere along, I found this:

- One day there was a man who walked into a barber shop and him and the barber talked about many things. Then the barber asked the man "How does God exist if there is so much pain and suffering in the world?" The man didn't have an answer. He left and saw a homeless man outside with really long and dirty hair. The man walked back in and said, "How do barbers exist if people are out there with long hair?" The barber replied, "Barbers do exist, people just don't come to me."

Lookie here: Questions for God

MASTERMIND: The Magik of Erik Mana

Sun, 21 May 2006 16:06:55 GMT

That was the title anyway. I was so impressed by Erik Mana's magic tricks. I was like ... with his tricks and all. There was a time when he said that he'll attempt to do a card trick and he'll do it with his tv audience. (The ones watching the tv show will do the trick) He said that we should pick 9 random cards. I actually stood up to find those cards. X) I felt like I was wearing a sign that said 'Gullible.' So I followed his directions. ....or tried to. I got it wrong the first time. XD I laughed and squealed, "What did I do wrong??" Anyway, when it got to the commercials, I finally did the trick correctly. I really did miss something somewhere on the way. So, when my brother came up, and I said to him proudly that I got it. He offered to teach me some card tricks and I immediately agreed. In his first attempt, he made a mistake and gave me some line about how the tv was disrupting his vibes. I laughed while nodding. He gave off a laugh and said, "You really are gullible!" I laughed with him but felt like there was now a glowing sign above my head that says 'gullible' along with the sign that I was wearing.

Anyway, there was another trick. Was creepy. Let's just say it involved candles, a videotape and tv, a card and a girl that's eerily similar to Samara/Sadako. ...Weird, seeing as I was teasing Clio-chan from GS about Samara/Sadako. Lol, I got freaked out the same time as the ones on tv did. There were a lot of "spook and surprise" elements in that segment. If I wasn't watching it with my mother, I would have probably squealed. ...Or not. I don't exactly shriek when I'm scared or surprised (of scary things). At the most, I just whimper. I remember one time when I was shown a flash presentation (you know, those common stuff round the net), and when the typical shriek came out, I just stared at the screen while holding my breath. I looked around (since it was late and people were asleep) and minimized the computer's volume. My heart was really hammering and my mind was a blank. I think I had a bit of a late reaction there.

Oh, sorry. Off topic again. But I enjoyed the show. I've always loved magic shows...but I tend to drive myself crazy figuring out the tricks. XD

P.S. Oh, right. I still owe you guys 2 entries about Eda's Debut and the Boracay Trip. Sorry...I'll try to write it sometime soon. X) The procrastinator bug has bitten me again. (Usually, it's just the lazy bug. XD)

- 原和子

Mood: - lala...I'm so calm. X)
Music: Going Down/Love in an Elevator - Aerosmith
TV Show: MASTERMIND: The Magik of Erik Mana
Randomness: Nothing random to report. XD ...Oh, yeah. Hey tish and eda! Comment man bi sa akon Xanga! Sus ah...Dw kaluluoy mn d skon. La may gcomment. Gsalig kay may cbox. Lol. X)

Mini Entry: PBB

Wed, 17 May 2006 12:38:16 GMT

Gerald Anderson is so damn adorable!!

Cotillion Practices, etc. II

Tue, 16 May 2006 14:54:17 GMT

(To understand better read the first part)
So in continuation, I dreaded April's mention of 'we' because by then my 'hunch' was growing stronger and stronger.
I was thinking on where they could go past because April didn't mention when I saw a suspiciously familiar car go past. A car I have seen before on school grounds. I followed it with dread because I had caught a glimpse of the driver.

April got out and gave me a smile. The driver opened his door. And who else would he be except [R]? (As if I'd give the actual name.) He smiled, all friendly and opened the back door, getting the pillows and junk that could cause the rider (e.g. me) any convenience. I smiled at him in a calm, friendly manner but gave April my Look of Death. She smiled at me innocently. And all I could do was hyperventilate inside.

So during that car ride, April introduced us and I was like, yeah (hyperventilate, wheeze) we 'know' each other...

In Camingawan, they were having a problem on the current instructor. Very irresponsible type. They decided to get a new one, so when the new guy arrived. After the introductions, welcomes, etc. He told us: "Since the guy leads the dance, he should choose his own partner." Now, why do you think I feel an impending doom? I barely know the other guys and they were already choosing their partners enthusiastically. I would be stuck with someone I don't know unless...and then IT happened. HE called me. [R]. He asked--actually-- TOLD(more apt description) me about how we should be partners. As in 'Kita na lang, Joyce.' And it was all uncomfortable-like and I was all, ok. (Is it safe to say I was actually happy?)

Now. The first practice. We held each other ( that sounds so romance novel-like) at first, in a practice stance. We made a little square with our arms and did the first steps. When we got it, the instructor told us that we were to do the pose. As in the Beauty and the Beast pose. You know, where you stick to each other? -insert feelings of dread and butterflies in stomach- We did the pose and we had a little bit of space left in between our stomachs (I was trying veery hard to get away. ) when the instructor, who was going around, saw us and pushed us together. As in, he pressed the small of our backs together, so we would be sticking. Gaaahh..Good thing the pose called for my head to be turned away from [R] because he would have seen my very embarrassed face. I laughed it off to shake away my feelings of embarrassment ..and pleasure??

Well, we did all that for many meetings...but something happened on April 18 (..or was it 17? XD ..most probably 18 ... ). After practice, we all ate (something that is traditional, I found out after every practice) and we were discussing something. I was leaning over the table, eating along with the others. After [R] ate (Mr. Bottomless Pit), he leaned in and softlyasked me something in a form of a statement. "Puli na ta." (Let's go home) and he said it as if he was trying to convince me. I said that I was looking for someone to go home with and was waiting for someone to accompany me on the jeepney. He told me that he'll drive me to my house. I looked surprised, asking him incredulously if he had his car (He rode on his bike before because his car broke down[..Now I'm more convinced it was on the 18th]. Impressive, considering the distance...). He looked at me as if teasing and said, he did. I muttered that I thought he rode his bike again and his car was still in repair. I asked if it was an inconvenience since he had swimming but he said it was all right so I said ok and continued listening to the conversation. He stage whispered me asking if we should go (he had meant we go immediately). I widened my eyes. "Oh, right now?" He nodded and I said ok. He straightened up and told the group, we were going. I straightened up too but I think they thought he was the only one leaving because he had practice, oh, right then. At that very moment. So I said, I'm going too. And the group was, "Oh, you're going with him?" I nodded and said bye, while a bit embarrassed. As we left, they gave comments like "Halong lang sa bata ah" (Take care of the kid). I was confused. They think I'm a kid? (...I'll leave your interpretations to yourself...)

So when we got out, I was even more confused. Do I sit at the back? Because he had stuff in the passenger seat...And so being the innocent ditz, I ask him, "So, do I sit at the front?" and immediately felt like whacking myself after. Of course I should! Otherwise, he'd be like a chaffeur. -snicker- So I sit myself. (Hmph. He doesn't open the door for me (-) pts for him. ) ...and for the drive home...how bout I just keep that to myself? At the very least, I could say I was uncomfortable. After all, it was my first time being driven home by a guy (I refused [B]'s invitation because I didn't want him to be the first guy who does that. ..I'm so weird.) when we're all alone. ....Especially when you consider the fact that he used to be my crush. (Damn you, prom night! I love you to bits. )

When Eda got home on the eve of April 21st, my lovely little fantasy ended. I was all for convincing myself that I should not like him again, when somewhere in the process, I did it again! I liked him again even though I made myself a promise! I realized that when IT happened. The switching.

The guys had decided to go out for a bit since there was a long break and do what guys do when they go out. Drink.

We, together with KR, Neslie and Marielle who were there to surprise Eda, all waited for them. Eda arrived and we were doing recollections when they arrived. [R] greeted KR, Nes and Marielle. However, Meg noticed the funny little movements of Francis and concluded they were drunk. They even tried to brush it off. (Literally, brush their teeth to get rid of the smell) They are idiots. Why are they drunk on the day where there was a big pressure on us to do well (Because Eda was filming as part of the video presentation [supposedly. It didn't appear on the debut.])??

So as we got ready to dance, after asking if they drank, I told [R], "As long as you don't drop me." We all danced horribly that the instructor noticed and got mad. He proposed that we switch partners. I screamed silently my dissent. I didn't want that to happen but it did. As a result of their stupid decision, I ended up with a partner who was way thinner than me and couldn't handle me. No offense to Francis. But I was in a horrible mood all the way after that. ...Why? ...Because I liked [R] again.

It probably came from all that body contact. ...

We had a chance to dance again exactly the week after The Switching. Eda took many pictures and practically their whole clan (It really is a clan. So many cousins...) was teasing us. She also took a video of us dancing, only with different partners and made a video. The bg sound being Kahit Pa by Hale.

[R] and co. wanted to see the video when we were practicing the day before the debut. Even if I haven't seen it yet, I insisted they don't watch. It was a good decision considering what was in it.

So these events are what happened that I consider worth telling.

[R] had driven me home 3 more times (Damn. Now I couldn't concentrate on writing because my sis is RIGHT NEXT TO ME) only with the rest of the population along. First, (the very first ride) with Niño and the two other girls and Second and Third(the last rides), with his cousins in tow. There was one part wherein Adonis teased me to go ride up front, bunched in with [R], because Niño was the one driving this time.

Anyway, if I left anything off, I'll continue it tomorrow because SOMEONE is waiting for me, breathing down my neck. Sort of.

Coming Up: Eda's Debut

- 原和子

Mood: - Frustrated
Music: Secret Garden - Bruce Springsteen @Love Songs via YM
Randomness: !#$%!!!$%#!@$

Cotillion Practices, etc.

Tue, 16 May 2006 10:27:22 GMT

2nd update in a row... ...You think there's something wrong with me? Anyway, went on much earlier, like around 2pm (Woke up 'round 11am...[I'm working on a different body clock.... ]) I then surfed around looking for premade layouts. Found many really nice ones. I worship these design goddesses (er, assuming they're all girls. ).
Ok, so as promised, I'm going to talk about the Cotillion Practice [for Eda's Debut]. Since it has been a long time already, I'm afraid I can't reveal that much about it. Hee. (..Scratch that. I write in detail anyway so short entries aren't for me. )So practices started ...-looks at calendar- April 10. However, I practiced April 11. That time, ...oh gawd. THAT time. April, Eda's cousin, texted me that she'll pick me up at Lopue's East around 9am (I'm not sure...it HAS been a long time...). So we all know how the place is more or less dead at that time. And as soon as I arrive there...-insert dread- ...The place was EMPTY save for the occasional passerby and security guards. I was all, 'OH. NO.' The place hasn't opened yet. So I go strolling, trying to look and keep cool, while panicking inside. I tried to find a place where I could ...hide <from potential weirdos. >. And I find a place. It's like a small indent on the strip. For a long, long time I go pretend to look at the windows of the shops, as if particularly fascinated by the displays. (yeah, right.) I saw Cole and Angelie while waiting for April. I don't know what they were doing there though. At least Angelie commented that I had gotten thinner. Ah, simple pleasures. ...Oh. Sorry. Getting off-topic. Um...where was I again? Oh, right. Waiting for April. Yeah, it was for a rea~lly long time. (I'm not exaggerating.) I texted people left and right, .... oh. sorry again. I COULDN'T text people left and right because I was waiting for the Unlimitxt to go through. So all I could do to look busy was window-shop/walk around/look around/ask for my balance/reread text messages. ...Loser? ...I'm afraid so. . So after a while, (the reason April was late because she was waiting for something and because she was being asked to do something) she texted me. Conversation was something like this <Unlimitxt now effective> :
(Words enclosed in <> were my thoughts at the time)

April: I'm coming, sorry...Don't worry, when I go there I have a very nice surprice for you.
Me: ....What?
<I have a very awful hunch on what it is.>
April: Don't worry, You're sure to like it
Me: ...................
Me: ...The more you say that the more I'm worried...Pls tell me
<Inside: No, oh no, pls don't tell me, it's what I think it is, please, please..pleaseohpleaseohplease>
<this dialogue continues for quite a while>
April: We're almost there
<dread. ....WE?>

-end 1st dialogue-

...So, I'm going to continue writing this later because my brother needs the computer. ...Later!

- 原和子

Mood: - bit hyper
Music: Everything - Michael Shapiro (The Coffeehouse via YM)
Randomness: These are the links of those sites which I found great designs <alphabetical order>: {Akutenshi Designs}, {Appasionato}, {Elysium Designs}, {Kawaii Dreams}, {Kitzune Designs} -burns in envy- They are so good~

Oh gawd. An update??

Mon, 15 May 2006 14:36:54 GMT

Unfortunately for you, no, I'm not dead. Just extremely lazy. (I know, you ask yourself, What's new with that again?) Anyway, as what was promised...the update.

First off, Ro-kun's birthday (Damn, I'm getting sleepy. But for my readers[who obviously have nothing to do seeing as they're reading this <willingly!>], I shall venture on. XD ...But first, some fuel. --Getting dinner guys. BRB. ~*8.37pm ____Back. Time is probably around 9.23pm. I know. How long do I eat anyway? Answer: My sister. Yes, she took the computer while I went away[for about 10mins]. . . . Sorry. Back to topic at hand. [Confused where the topic is now? ...me too. XD Tendency to babble.]), in the eve of April 18th, I asked my parents if I could go to Ro-kun's house for his party, while in conversation with Ro-kun (via IMs and phone). When they asked where the party would be held, they told me a straight NO. T_T ...I proceeded to moan and complain to Ro-kun and Jed how they wouldn't let me because the place was too far, yadda-yadda. Ro-kun was all 'It's ok, you can all hear and see 'bout it from the video where going to film. You'll see how we all had fun. -insert innocent tho evil grin-' and Jed was 'Too bad... It would be better if you were there' and consoling me. Ah, how could Jed end up in the evil clutches of that-guy-who-thinks-he's-the-dark-overlord-of-doom. Anyway, after a long bout of moaning, my mom finally said, "You could go if KR could. Just as long as you have transportation..." I immediately brightened up, then dimmed down. I remembered that KR said she might not be able to go. I texted KR if she was able to go---and hooray! She could! -party sounds- We made plans for her to pick me up, then Ro-kun in front of UNO-R, his old school. After, Ro-kun and I had a long talk about his 'debut' -snicker- and he did something really sweet~ That day, we had Cotillion practice at Camingawan and I was really worried 'cos KR wasn't texting me yet nor replying to any of my messages although it was past the time she was supposed to text me. After a long consideration, I decided to leave just in case it got too dark for me to travel (Camingawan was a long way from my house). So when KR picked me up, we headed to UNO-R to look for Ro-kun. She told me he should be at the front gates and when we slowed down that area, he wasn't there. Bit worried 'cos of inconvenience might cause KR's mom and sis. I noticed a guy all alone across the street, looking suspicious and 'dark'. Moments later, realized it was Ro-kun. At the party, was all fun. Couldn't stop laughing at the antics of Ro-kun's barkada (circle of friends). They were all so welcoming and nice. Poor Ro-kun was stuck with most of the chores --er--party preparation. They played O2Jam, which looked fun (...it was, and it was challenging, tried it.) After a while, his 'buddies' <game buddies, i suppose> from the net station crashed the party. ...They were weird. Overall, it was really fun though I think Ro-kun had a different sort of birthday (...wherein he was slave ..Hm.).

Coming up: Cotillion Practices (What did you think I was going to do? Include all four entries here, considering that I write in a detailed -cough-confusing-cough- manner? XD )

- 原和子

Mood: - Sleepy, - Frustrated
Music: Stay (Wasting Time) - Dave Matthews Band @TheCoffehouse via Yahoo (Oh gawd. Does the title fit or what? )
Food: -
Drink: -
Game: -
Manga/Manhwa: Death Note [Raito is so cool~ I him. <He's cool not because of his deeds but because of his intelligence--and oh, looks.>
Anime: -
TV Show: -
Randomness: Aiyaa~ My sister sang Reflection for no reason early in the morning. What sort of coincidence is that? @_@

Yagami Raito, bishielicious.

Xanga Update

Sun, 07 May 2006 13:13:59 GMT

Stuff I'll be writing about :
- Ro-kun's Bday
- Cotillion practices
- Eda's Debut
- Boracay trip

...right now, I can't write about it because I'm thinking too much of my aching neck and body. Ugh. x_x

What? All that drama for nothing?

Sun, 16 Apr 2006 11:54:20 GMT

Ugh. Ro-kun, I'm gonna kill you!! You're not leaving after all! Geez. Guess I'd better put the dramatics in the back burner for a while.

Anyway, earlier, my sis and I went to Mass for Easter Sunday. However, around the priest's sermon, (I was feeling restless) when I raised my head, I suddenly saw lots and lots of spots! I felt dizzy but still took a moment to marvel at the pretty spots. Teehee. I'm weird. I was thinking, Hey...Am I about to faint? Is this what it feels like? ...Funny, bright spots... I could use this when I come up for concepts on my manga/anime stories... See? I'm still thinking up ideas! Does my mind EVER take a rest?

I told my sister how I felt and she persuaded me to come home. (I didn't want to go home 'cos I wanted to finish the Mass... Wow.) When we went out of the Cathedral, the spots turned brighter and it didn't help that most people outside were wearing WHITE. As we walked, I described what I saw to my sister. I really found the experience fascinating. Hee. She bought me chocolates so I'd feel a little better and we continued home, riding the jeepney.

People's faces and the environment looked funny at that moment because the lines were all blurred and the contrast was bright and everything was blurred. It was like one of those effects you see on Photo editing programs. ....Does anyone get what I mean? Sigh.

And no, I didn't faint. I got to the house in time. Oh well, I always wanted to experience fainting. =)

- 原和子

Mood: Boooored.
Music: Half-Life - Duncan Sheik
Food: -
Drink: -
Game: Romancing Saga, Shining Tears, Kingdom Hearts 2
Manga/Manhwa: Valkyrie Profile, Akuma de Sourou
Anime: -
TV Show: -
Randomness: My brother won't let me have a chance to play! Grr...My characters need leveling up already and I want to catch up with him 'cos I'm waaay behind and it's hard to let go of my support characters but there's a limit and I still have the bear and the wolf who won't LEAVE the freaking party so I can't have the additional characters I want to have!! -huff huff- ....Ro-kun and Eda's birthday are nearing! =)